Carol's corner

It's the same, he'll never change and I'm a moron for not seeing that earlier. How pathetic is it that even now I still can't pull the plug. I called a lawyer and asked for seperation documents. Why can't I admit defeat and file for divorce? Why can't he see what he has done to his life instead of focusing his hate and rage on me? I own my blame but I still steadfastly maintain that he is making the choice to walk away from us. Sixteen years. Wow.

I am married to an alcoholic. Not a recovering one, a full fledged alcoholic. I have asked for help from every source I can think of and get none...If I do what needs to be done, I risk my children, my home and basically my entire world. I just need someone to help me get him help.