Life

I'm tired of being so down all the time. I need to find a life that makes me happy.

I'm struggling to stay upwards. I need more from life.

I had a delivery guy whom I adore in a not so platonic way come in to the store today and flirt with me a little bit. We didn't have a delivery. He just saw I was working while on a delivery next door and came in to say hi.

It made me so happy.

I need to feel alive.

I need to find joy in my life again.

Starting today

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