Days go on and on and on...
I've had issues coming back here. The pain of losing my baby girl was so intense I couldn't look at pictures, couldn't see her dish, couldn't admit she was gone. It has been over a year and life has changed. My boys (Sunny and Thomas) are bigger and sweeter and we've added a dog to the mix. Bear is funny and stupid and lovable and I worship him. I'm lucky that I work from home. A gift that I recognized for my children. When we got the dog in August, it was a godsend. He keeps me company all day where the boys are aloof. He sleeps on my toes and gazes at me with love and adoration. He follows me everywhere like Smudge used to do. He also makes me be more active. He needs walks and play time. We are soon to be adding another dog to the mix. Keeping track? Two dogs, two cats, the turtle (who has still not caught one of her feeder fish) and three female beta fish. Yes it is a zoo. Yes it is chaos. Yes I get frustrated at time but I would