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EEEEEEEEEEEK!

Cookie was to have her dental surgery the first day of school...they called me Friday and now we're going in on Tuesday. I'm freaking out. I know that she'll be fine, but I still panic about her having no front teeth. Will she have falsies or will they leave her gummy....omg I can't take it! On a positive note, the new store manager has now decided that I need to be a shift supervisor. She's told me that she's not taking no for an answer and she will work around my schedule to make it possible. More responsibility and more money...I think I can take it.

HUH???

Where did summer go? I mean I know I've been busy with work and everything but geez! We did our pre-op doctor appointment for Courtney, she's gonna have dental surgery on the first day of school..yah nice planning mommy...lol. Eric doesn't start until the Thursday so all is well I hope. Other than that, I'm freakin exhausted! The kids are still sneaking into the bed in the middle of the night and I wake up in agony cause I can't move and can barely breathe because they are all squished in on me. I know I know, suck it up now while I can cause they won't want me forever, but god I'm in pain and tired........ Enough whining, I'm gonna try to sneak them into bed early........shhhhhhhhhhhhh.....don't let them know.

Hey there!

I'm alive and kicking. Notice I didn't say Alive and Well. Kids are good, work is good, the rest........meh...... I find myself in this horrid loop of sober and drunk again. The sober days are amazing and the drunk days, well you know. I've asked and begged and demanded and nothing helps. He refuses to see himself as an alcoholic thanks to AA. WTF?? AA showed him the wonders of the DT's and all the ugliness of long term alcoholizm and now he decides it's not him afterall. What about the fact that one person alone can kill 12 in one day, that's a drunk. The need to have beer every day, that's a drunk. The fact that one often calls in sick to work, but it's really hungover, that's a drunk. Fuck you AA. Fuck you large. I've been dropped as a SU demo, but I think I'm gonna go for the mini kit this week cause I want to. I've also found some peeps who will buy my craft. Isn't it poetic that now that I'm finally over it aft