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BLUSH!!!

Okay, now that I know I have a reader....I promise I'll get blogging more often. Hey I might even remember to take pictures of my cards before I send them off on their merry way........LOL!!! Thanks to my awesome up-upline for the team meeting. I love my coaster ;)

What now..........

In a moment of frustration and desperation, I sent off an email to Mike Holmes of the TV show begging for rescue from my home. Apparently not only did I offend and anger my wonderful friend and her husband, but I damaged my husband as well. Even though the email itself was benign in that I never once blamed my contractor for the problem, just the fact that I sought outside help was the issue. I spent last night tossing and turning, wondering why I've been so constantly slammed. Have I offended someone higher up and they're paying me back? Have I done something so horribly wrong in a past life that I'm being punished in this one? Why is it that I can't ever do anything right other than birth my babies? Apparently I can't even raise them correctly or they wouldn't talk back to me, draw on walls or break the new TV set. How much longer must I be on suicide watch for others and myself? How bad is this life that I'm not the only one in it thinking death

A new Mantra...

You may be exhausted with work, you may even kill yourself, but unless your work is interwoven with love, it is useless. To work without love is slavery. Mother Teressa

It's raining again......

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In my world that is. I was down in my still unfinished basement (ran out of money) putting stuff away and I noticed this funny looking blob. Interesting huh? Forget the stains on the floor for a minute, the last peeps were pigs and just look at the loveliness of this wonderful little blob....I think I'll call him Fred. Then I noticed that Fred has some friends....... So at this point in time, I come back upstairs to google mushrooms growing in my basement. After reading so much information and basically crying my eyes out, I go and get the De-humidifyer only to be surprised by some more friends...Yup you guessed it. The unfinished washroom has a bunch of Fred's cousins or friends or whomever they are and they're having a party. Those little funky blobs all along the wall are his buddies. Unwelcome guests seem to be a theme in this house. Ants, huge hairy spiders, racoons, squirrels.......you name it they've invaded. I think we have a skunk living here somewhere too

व्त्फ़?

ओम्ग वहत इस व्रोंग विथ ब्लॉगर टुडे???????????????

Sigh.......

Huge changes in my world. So much that I'm still off kilter. The long lost sister found us, Peter is spending money like water, and I'm sinking deeper and deeper into my depression. I honestly don't know what to do anymore. I hardball, it changes for a few days then right back. Threatening doesn't do anything because he knows they are hollow...I'm so lost it's pathetic. I'm so broke it's almost criminal. I worry on a daily basis about providing for my kids, forget me, my kids need milk, food and diapers. I've been putting out resumes, but no nibbles. I'm gonna go back to my first choice and stalk the Manager. Maybe if I tell him how badly I want to work there......pathetic I know. That in itself brings a whole heap of new problems. The added expense of formula for munchkin.........sigh again....... Someone stop the ride please? I don't like it anymore.