phew!

My mom is okay. She came home on Thursday. She's a nutcase and I'm glad she's home. I'm riding her about those meds cause if she screws up like this again....well we just won't go there huh?

My best friends husband had a heart attack on Monday too. Like I didn't have enough worry in my world, add that one to the bunch. He is doing fine as well, had a blockage and was easily removed and he's home. Her life is worse than mine cause he's more stubborn than my mom and refuses to admit he has to curb his less than healthy lifestyle now. Men are all alike in that way huh?

Was at the zoo yesterday with a friend from years ago. We had a blast. Bittersweet to see someone so happy being a father and husband. Yes, Peter was nowhere to be found and this is actually his friend from grade one...yup, love my life and all those in it...

Either way, onward and upward. The job at Starbucks is gone, I've applied at another place and hopefully I'll have better luck with this one. Money in = happier home. I promise myself that I'll get myself going again and back on the meds. I really don't like who I am without them. Nasty and crabby are being nice...

MWAH! Thanks for checking in on me.

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Mary said…
Glad your Mom is okay. I was watching for you to post an update. Good luck with the job hunt. Mary
July 9, 2008 at 2:24 PM
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